May Day...Or My Day...

Yessss...It's Mei....

I am writing this post while listening to this song,

Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

I guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call, but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

I just need you now.

Oh baby I need you now.

I sing it all the time ... it's a beautiful song...!!!

But I will not discuss about the song, it was almost mid-year...and i want to write something about me..about people around me...and about you...hahahaha...Only about me i think..coz i don't know much about other people...even some time i look so care or nosy..but believe me i don't care...[ Did i look so mean ? ]

month changing so quickly as a wink, so fast until i forget to take a lessons of each month, and i hate my self for being too naive...a few months ago...i always write like this.."Heiii Januari be nice to me"...or Heiii April be nice to me..i hope the whole month including people around me always be nice to me...and then...something happened to me [ sorry can't tell you here ] and i realize that people [ including me ] hoping too much without thinking other people....we hope others can respect us but we don't want to respect others..And since when Month have to be nice to you..and i decide to change it..." Mei I'll be nice to you"...

yeesss.....she will be lovedd..

We found love in a hopeless place

Fly Me To The Moon...

Stop complaining

Yess...Sudah akhir bulan Februari saja...lama sekali tidak memposting apapun...banyak yang terjadi,tapi tidak begitu penting harusnya, kecuali saya memutuskan untuk membuat hal kecil itu berharga dengan menjadikannya pelajaran dan motivasi...

dimulai dengan kehidupan sekitar ku, anak,keluarga..teman teman..dan yang paling penting Pacar....Yang hampir setahun telah menjadi segala galanya, Indira Rayna..anak gadis ku [ baru 7 tahun siiihh ] sudah mulai memiliki perasaan suka kepada lawan jenis...hhuuuuffttt cepat sekali yah, mau menyalahkan jaman yang memang sudah terlalu modern, tapi mau diapa lagi...aku menyebutnya dengan jaman edan...keluarga, seperti dengan keluarga lainnya tetap saja ada masalah, tapi sabar aja...semua pasti ada jalan keluarnya..Teman teman...ada yang sedang bahagia ada juga yang bawaannya BeTe melulu..kadang kadang pengen menghindar biar tidak ketularan Bete..tapi kasihan juga, siapapun pasti butuh tempat curhat..Dan the special one..my Man....FYI..dulu itu [ 3 thn ] saya hanya mampu melihatnya dari jauh, dan mengaguminya...curi curi pandang...sedikit sedikit takut ketahuan...hahahahaha..lucu sekali jaman itu...Tapi sekarang dia sudah bisa dengan bangga ku akui kepada siapa saja..kalau dia itu Pacar ku..Catat yahh..Pacar kuuu...

Dan inti dari segalanya, setelah merangkum..saya memutuskan Stop Complaining...Pleaseee..anyone, semuanya akan menjadi lebih baik dengan berhenti komplain..berdiam diri dan memikirkan semua dengan kepala dingin adalah hal yang lebih baik..percaya saja sama kekuasaan Allal SWT..yang mengirimkan masalah itu sebenarnya sudah dengan jalan keluarnya, tapi untuk menemukan jalan keluar itu kita harus mengumpulkan puzzle jawabannya dari kedewasaan...Well semoga apa yang saya yakini bisa meyakinkan orang lain yang membaca Blog ini..


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